Well, we made it through the 3rd anniversary of Madison's accident! John handles the pain so much better than I do. In a way I sometimes feel like he has more faith than me. But, I think he is just better and giving it up to God. I have faith, but the emotions are sometimes stronger. The serenity prayer is something I pray and I just wish God would change my heart and take away that worry. I had a few crying spells on the 22nd, but I am blessed with such wonderful friends. First of all, I want to thank everyone for all the emails and facebook messages of support. They mean so much to me. It's nice to know that people have not forgotten about my princess. As far as the actual 22nd, I have a core group of friends that took me to San Antonio for 2 days to get me away from thinking about things. They made the 22nd so much easier and I love them dearly.

Madison's stye has still not gone away and we have gone back to the eye doctor. She will be scheduled for surgery to remove the stye probably this next week. The thought of putting her to sleep scares me, but I know it will all be ok.

That's about it for the update. Thank you again everyone for the well wishes and the prayers. They are appreciated more than you will ever know! B+ for Madison!